get busy living, or get busy dying

4/19/2026

i just finished cleaning my entire apartment, meal prepping, doing so many load of laundry holy shit. while i was cleaning i watched a new show called big mistakes which was super good, but only 8 episodes. I really miss when shows used to have decently long seasons, because what do you mean i can finish the entire thing in less than a day? i shouldn't already be on to the next show (i am watching 'too much' now btw). i am trying out overnight oats, and i am really hoping they are actually good because i've been trying to actually eat breakfast every morning and the oats were super easy to make. i am generally really annoyed, i wish i had like, one more day off before i have to go back to work. i am probably gonna log off now though so i can actually get a decent amount of sleep tonight.


sophmore slump

4/17/2026

my last post was literally just talking about how good of a time i was having at the movie/ getting thai food. Unfortunately, the rest of my week kind of sucked so bad :( I've been super bad about actually getting enough sleep every night, and I have been regretting it every day at work. I don't really want to complain about my job much, because it's a really solid office job. However, it can get super boring when I finish all the work they give me. I feel like I probably shouldn't complain about not having to work too much, but the day goes way slower when I don't have things to do. Hopefully, i'm going to have a good weekend, tomorrow is record store day, and i'm super excited! They are getting a silver edition All We Know is Falling by Paramore, which is literally one of my favorite albums ever. So, hopefully I will be able to get it. Otherwise, I really need to clean my apartment and do my laundry. So, that is what my weekend will probably consist of.

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comeback of the year

4/18/2026

today did not necessarily go as planned - but it ended up being pretty good! I woke up to a notice that I needed to move my car, or I would get blocked in. The notification btw was sent to me at midnight. so, I was very much asleep. That being said, although I was blocked in, I was able to get out pretty easily. I had originally planned to go to record store day today, but when i got to the only record store in my town doing it there was such an insanely long line that i just didn't even bother. This is not a super big deal to me, I figure it probably saved me some money. which i immediately spent on a ticket to go and see you, me, and tuscany (jk, the movie was for sure cheaper than the record would've been). It was one of the best rom-coms I have seen in a while. It was so cute, and the scenery was really pretty. It has definitely fueled my desire to travel outside the US, but alas that shit is expensive.


what do people even blog about

4/14/2026

I've lowkey been procrastinating starting this blog because I don't really feel like I have much that is interesting to say tbh. I've been looking at other people's blogs and they are mostly just talking about what they did that day. I don't really know why I felt like it had to be anything groundbreaking. I actually did a lot of things today. I went to work and basically just stared blankly at spreadsheets all day (employee of the month fr). When I got off I went out and saw "the drama" with Zendaya and Rob Pattinson. I did think it would be weird because Rob Pattinson is in it, and he only does odd projects. I thought it was pretty good to be honest. I wish it went on a bit longer than it did, but overall I really liked it! When I got out of the movie, I went and got Thai food, which was super yummy! since I've been home I've been updating my website, hanging out with my cat (who by the way, has finally started laying in the cat bed i bought her a very long time ago), and watching a new show 'cinderella closet'. it is lowkey insane like most dramas - but its good so far. My site is finally starting to look the way I want it to, which is super exciting, since I spent pretty much the entire weekend completely redoing the entire thing. I started it my last semester of college, and lowkey I do not know what I was on when I made it because I opened it up and just did not like pretty much anything I had done. I'm really proud of how it is coming along though!